October 25, 2014 - goingnowherefast
Cried for the first time at a job
So I thought this was a job where we’re all adults just working for a paycheck but APPARENTLY its high school all over again. Actually, I didn’t even have this much drama in high school. So a GSTL calls me into her office this morning all cheerful and I’m thinking oh it’s about scheduling or training or being two minutes late or some bullshit. She makes me wait for her to get off the phone. Then goes “so I’ve recieved some negative feedback from other team members about you which I was surprised to hear.” I was devastated. The only thing I like about my job are the people I work with. I talk to everybody. I like everybody. WTF. So I start crying and she feels awkward and asks me if there is anyone I treat differently or anyone who makes me uncomfortable. I’m still just in shock trying not to get hysterical. She tells me to take a few minutes to calm down before I have to interact with people FOR SEVEN HOURS WITH PUFFY CRY FACE. But seriously? If I went and complained to management every time I wasn’t treated 100% nice with sunshine and roses I’d be in there everyday. And someone has the nerve to be fake nice to me and then go behind my back and say I’m a problem. I didn’t complain when multiple LODs were rude to me nor do I complain about the multiple high school boys who sexually harass me. Fuck you “team” members. I don’t even know who to trust anymore. So tired of trying so hard with guests and coworkers and getting nothing but complaints. Are you jealous? Threatened? Just plain crazy? Because if you’re trying to bully me out of my job it just may work.